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It appears Im having difficulties with my motivation to write daily, which is strange, because Im always thinking about things to write, and write at least a page a day, but its not near enough. Im coming close to my departure of Campbell River, and Im looking forward to it. I see a light in my future now, I know exactly what I need and what I want, now that Ive lived in what seemed to be hell for the past couple months here. And yes, I hope you read this, and despise it, cause I could give a rats ass about your opinion now that I know how you roll. I think its actually pitiful that some people become so full of themselves that they are blinded even by the people whom live in the same quarters. Like I even had a chance to speak against you. Some people can't admit their problems, they just tend to point out the other's, which in my opinion, is selfish and pathetic. Well, now you know why I cant bare another minute in this place. I like this town for what it is (nothing special) but I see a future of lively feelings and positive vibes, not ones that bitch at pointless issues that have nothing to do with themselves. Its actually so easy to live without you being near, so yeah. Good ridence.

On another note, Im finally gonna have a fresh start and not drown myself with bullshit this time. So yeah, looking forward to meditation(finally, without the negative headspace) excited for the summer coming, lots of adventures already lined up and many more to come, stoked to finally start something musical and go somewhere. December I will have my full cast and producer for my upcoming experimental film. Soon I wont ever have to buy weed, maybe even make some of my own beer. I plan to live sparingly, healthy, moderately, and positively. Im also excited to start some artistic experiments with some loved ones <3 and once this all hits the road, I'll be all set for more writing, LOTS more. all my creativity cant sit any longer, so be prepared cause here it comes. Live to love the arts. Evaluation.


R.I.P. Heather Maclean, you are forever missed.